Hectic Week!

Assalamualaikum everyone !

So..I just finished my third Teiki Shiken!! ๐Ÿ˜… Yay (tak yay pun sebenarnya) which kalini include science subjects : chemistry, physics and mathematics. This time's exam was probably the most hard, stressful examination for now. for NOW like yes, for now. Everything was..... saddening ๐Ÿ™ But this time really gave me a lesson which I should not study at the very last minutes with the thought of " ok i can do this and that nanti " well, no. I messed up in my interview a lot because of the polite form and the casual form since im used to use the casual form ๐Ÿ™„( padahal supposed tak boleh kalau dengan sensei dalam kelas but still i tried la tak guna casual dengan sensei, a bit hard wei! )

The exam's questions were sooooo different than first and second teiki, im shocked, no, WE shocked. habis je exam everyone was like ๐Ÿ˜ถ ๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜‘ until the very last paper, listening exam. Heh. Then we realised, ni baru teiki 3 belum 4, 5, eju, jlpt.... Ok, lek lek. I am very nervous about my result which I don't expect anything. I just want to pass without having to retake any exam because it's menyusahkan but, let's just wait and see.. So nervous, much nervous than the spm's nervousness. Probably worst.

This week and last week are somewhat tiring ๐Ÿ˜ช Probably because of the test and homework are getting more and more. What's that mean ? More homework + study = less sleep until the part I feel like studying is my much more important than eating ( lasted for just an hour then i ate a lot ๐Ÿ˜‹ ) Luckily, kanji lessons are just 2times a week so takdalah makin banyak homework. but i know, ni baru sikit. So i need to get used to this kind of lifestyle, lek, tak sampai setahun lagi !! ganbatte fifa๐Ÿ’ช

So, I am now siting here writing this post after finished writing my sakubun ( essay ) about experience on anything I had experience on. Well, obviously. Im looking forward on this week's weekend because Im going to meet my whole family yaaaaay ๐Ÿ‘จ‍๐Ÿ‘ฉ‍๐Ÿ‘ฆ‍๐Ÿ‘ฆ! Living with Double I who both lives in KL is hard sometimes but yet fun. Hard when the thought of they get to see their family on every weekend comes into my mind but fun when it comes to try new food, do new things since they both are very ok-jom-kinda-people ๐Ÿ‘ cheers for them ๐ŸŽŠ ๐ŸŽ‰  I dont know if they'll read this post but since I never told them about my blog then ok. They probably won't read this ๐Ÿ˜

And I thinkk that's for now, It's 2.50am and my dark circles are getting darker, eye bags are getting bigger, yet my love to you is getting weaker ๐Ÿ˜ Apeni. Hambar, tahu dah. So, good mornight everyone! I got class tomorrow from 8.50 to 5.15 (everyday) ok dah bye ๐Ÿ™‹ 

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Early Feb'17

Hello, Assalamualaikum !

Saturday, 4 February 2017 ๐Ÿ‘‘

The day I had to go back to Kuala Lumpur since my college's holiday had come to the end. A short holiday but students of Institut Bahasa Teikyo took it as long holiday since the longest holiday we could ever get while studying in IBT was 2 weeks but it is for our own good tho. Kalau cuti lama lama nanti tak ingat nihon go dah ๐Ÿ˜… Went back by airplane since the ticket was cheap, so naik je lah. Usually kalau cuti panjang I will come back on Sunday but kalini balik awal sikit sebab ada shukudai ( homework ) yang tak faham since reference book tertinggal kat condo. so, have to. In the airplane, I was sooooo sleepy as last night I slept around 3AM. Tried to take a nap in the flight but ended up waking up after 5 minutes ๐Ÿ˜ Thank god I sat next to the window so I could watch outside while layan perasaan. Watching the skies made me think a lot of things. Future, especially. That's nerd, Afifah ๐Ÿค“ Took off at 12.50, arrive 45 mins after. I went straight to KLIA Transit to go to TBS since I want to buy lunch there and just take uber to go home. Much cheaper than going to KL Sentral by KLIA Express then buy lunch then take uber to go home. Plus I wasn't in rush so takpalah, spend a bit of time but save much money ๐Ÿ’… hiks!

As I arrived TBS, I went to subway to buy my lunch then call uber. Arrived condo around 4, Alhamdulillah. Sampai condo, did my prayers, unpacked my things and did some cleaning thennnn watch some animes and rest for awhile, So penat ๐Ÿ˜ซ Then I suddenly feel lonely which lead to ' homesick ' I need someone to talk to. But I was so afraid that if I talk to someone, that person will think that I am annoying and such a bother. And.. I ended up crying. And I dont even know why I was crying that time. It wasn't just homesick. Padahal baru je berapa jam tinggal rumah. But I was so sad that I wanted to go home badly. I want to go home. I want to hug my mom, I want to hear words from my dad. I want to go home. I want to go home.................................................... ๐Ÿ˜ข

Two months more to another one week holiday. But I need to get through all the adventurous weeks especially when there will be Teiki Shiken in March Emoticon Shedding Tears Can we just skip to the part where all of us dah graduate from IBT with all pass in EJU JLPT dan segala shiken yang kena ambil and also our brains are already full with ilmu ilmu nihon go physics chemist math and segala subject that we study. What a fun life if that is possible. ใ—ใ‹ใ—、็„ก็†ใงใ™ใญใˆ。。 ๐Ÿ˜‡

Sooo that probably summarize my day today. I am still in the " nak balik " condition but don't worry I'm currently listen to happy-kind-of-song, from Haikyuu Season 3, Mashi Mashi by NICO Touches The Wall. I love this song so much. It kinda give me semangat to study and go out to play sports ๐Ÿ! Am going to do the leftover homeworks and rest tonight because tomorrow gonna be a long day as I got a lot of things to do before college start ( ๐Ÿ˜‚ Face With Tears of Joy )

So, till then, Bye !

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The start of a new year

Assalamualaikum, hi !

So, It is the second week of 2017 ! But were a lot of things happened these days. And also a lot of feelings that I felt. My 2017 didn't start greatly. My sensei that teaches my class changed and the subject I'm currently taking have started to become harder and harder, faster and faster. And the words getting more and more. Everyone else seems cool about it but I know, everyone's struggling, too. There was a day where I felt like a complete tak pandai's student just because I couldn't answer my sensei's answer. And time where I thought that my sensei didn't like me by the way she treat me. But, I guess that's how her personality is. The most garang teacher I've ever met in my life, hehe. I just sit a mini test last friday. Math's. And the whole class was told that the one that will be asked was like the homework sensei gave. not-so-unfortunately, it was a completely different question. Which I, myself, couldn't answer and I was completely blank while answering the question eventho I could answer the question before. My mistake, I didn't revised back all the things I've learnt. And again, I felt like a stupid student. ( u arent stupid afifah, u just terperanjat ) I was still sad about it tho. But, one must not give up right ? I've learnt my mistake, do revision again and again and remember them all !

Till then, Bye !

Life In IBT

Assalamualaikum everyone !!

I once wrote about my life in ibt. Now it's getting a little harder and harder. I just took my second teiki shiken and i wasn't really satisfied with the result i got but still, Alhamdulillah. Teiki shiken is asome kind of semester exam (?) students will take this exam everytime they finished learning each nihongo book. so there will be like 5 teiki shiken kot and the first two there will only nihongo but for teiki 3 my senpai said ada masuk physics, chemist, math if you took the engineering course or the social science subjects. and nowww my physics and chemist class just started and it was a bit hard to understand what my sensei said since the words they used are a bit high (kot) but but but we still understand what they tried to say lah. So for those who wants to enter ibt in engineering course, it is better for you to read back what you learned in school. for social science students, im not really sure about that but my friends in social science are hafal-ing all the negara and ibu negara in the world in nihongo. setakat ni, I am happy to be here but but but at the same time, stress sikit sebab to be in ibt is like you need to have a peace in mind to sumbat all the nihongo in your atama (head) and dont let it keluar from your atama (head) . You need to remember so many things like grammar , kanji, math, chemist, physics, words. you gotta be strong here, gurl.

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